Lauryn Goodman broke down in tears as she described the Kyle Walker drama as ‘going to war’ during Thursday’s episode of Celebs Go Dating.
The reality star, 33, found herself at the centre of a nasty paternity scandal after she rang Kyle’s wife Annie Kilner in January to tell her the footballer was the father of her second child, Kinara, as well as the older boy Kairo.
Annie, pregnant at the time, was hugely distressed and kicked Kyle out of the marital home.
And while Annie and Kyle are now giving their relationship another go, Lauryn is also hoping to find love on the E4 dating show.
Yet it wasn’t easy to open up about her difficult year as she revealed all about her love life and admitted she feels like she is ‘constantly going to war for her kids’ and that everything is always ‘her fault’.
Lauryn Goodman broke down in tears during Thursday’s episode of Celebs Go Dating as she admitted the paternity scandal with Kyle Walker feels like ‘going to war’
It wasn’t easy to open up about her difficult year as she revealed all about her love life and admitted she feels like she is ‘constantly going to war for her kids’ and that everything is always ‘her fault’
Speaking to relationship experts Paul Brunson and Dr Tara Suwinyattichaiporn, Lauryn burst into tears after Dr Tara suggested she found it hard to share her honest opinions.
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Dr Tara said: ‘I have a feeling in the past you have shared honest opinions and emotions about situations and did not get a respectful response. Is that true?’
As Lauryn began to cry she said: ‘I’m used to it being my fault all the time.’
Referring to her recent date on the show, she added: ‘You speak to someone like that, like a Mark. I’m not used to it. I’m not used to that.’
The mother-of-two also opened up about her two children, both fathered by Kyle, as she continued: ‘I think people forget my only priority are my children.
‘It’s heavy, really heavy on just like your energy levels. I feel drained. I feel like I’m constantly going to war for my kids and I’m so sick of the battle.
‘It’s just a battle. It’s just a struggle.’
Lauryn’s outburst comes after it was revealed on Wednesday that Kyle has moved back into the family home as he and Annie attempt to repair their relationship.
Sobbing Lauryn explained: ”It’s heavy, really heavy on just like your energy levels. I feel drained. I feel like I’m constantly going to war for my kids and I’m so sick of the battle’
The reality star, 33, found herself at the centre of a nasty paternity scandal after she rang Kyle’s wife Annie Kilner in January to tell her the footballer was he father of her second child, Kinara, as well as the older boy Kairo
Dr Tara said: ‘I have a feeling in the past you have shared honest opinions and emotions about situations and did not get a respectful response. Is that true?’
Friends revealed that the England right back, 34, has been living at home in Prestbury, Cheshire for the past three weeks.
A source close to Kyle told the Mirror: ‘Kyle is delighted to be back home with his family. There is a lot of work to be done on all sides, but the boys are their priority and whilst they work on things as adults they come first.
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‘Things are looking positive after an incredibly stressful nine months but hopefully there is a brighter future ahead. Annie is tough and fiercely protective of her four boys, she will do whatever it takes to keep them shielded from the situation.’
Kyle was present for the birth of Rezon, their fourth son, but they spent the summer living apart, with Kyle in an apartment in Manchester.
Former mistress Lauryn, who is currently appearing on Celebs Go Dating, has capitalised on the situation with a number of media appearances, including bringing their son Kairo to watch his father in the Euros over the summer.
However, although Kyle and Annie both suspect that Goodman’s ultimate aim is to finish their marriage, there are signs that they are getting back on track out of the public eye.
Lauryn recently told New magazine that her time on Celebs Go Dating has allowed her to reflect on her relationships.
After speaking to the show’s dating agents, Lauryn revealed she in a ‘cycle of fear’ and unable to make clear romantic decisions
Kyle was present for the birth of Rezon, their fourth son, but him and Annie spent the summer living apart, with Kyle in an apartment in Manchester (pictured at the Euros quarter final in July)
After speaking to the show’s dating agents, Lauryn revealed she in a ‘cycle of fear’ and unable to make clear romantic decisions.
She explained that two of her previous relationships were healthy and happy but after her third things went ‘downhill’.
She explained: ‘I had another, good, long-term relationship, but they can get complacent and treat you with a lack of respect.
‘I gave him one chance and he blew it.’
She added that she thinks her type is ‘d***heads’ and said: ‘If someone is waving a red flag, I go towards them!’
Lauryn also told the publication people may be ‘surprised’ that she’s had a fairly modest love life, revealing that she’s only actually had ‘four partners’.
Speaking to the magazine amid backlash over her appearance on the E4 dating show, Lauryn said she thinks people believe she ‘sleeps around’ but that it couldn’t be further from the truth.