Amber Turner admits she’s ‘torn’ about rekindling her romance with ex Dan Edgar in the upcoming series finale of The Only Way Is Essex.
The couple were one of the strongest in the reality series, but broke up amid rumours of Amber cheating a few months ago.
Amber has previously confessed she wishes she could turn back the clock and even told Dan’s mum she’d ‘marry him tomorrow.’
And in scenes set to air on Sunday, Amber admits: ‘I feel really torn about what to do.’
‘It is like I am protecting myself because I don’t want to fully allow myself to get hurt and think I want to get back with him if he basically tells me to do one and that’s me be heartbroken again.
EXCLUSIVE Amber Turner admits she’s ‘torn’ about rekindling her romance with ex Dan Edgar in the upcoming series finale of The Only Way Is Essex
Drama: The couple were one of the strongest in the reality series, but broke up after rumours of Amber cheating circulated a few months ago (Amber pictured with Dan in November 2022)
‘I don’t know where Dan’s head is at. I honestly feel so confused.’
When asked by Chloe Meadows whether she regrets breaking up with Dan, Amber replies: ‘I don’t know,’ admitting ‘I am scared to think about that right now.’
It has been a rollercoaster ride for the couple who appeared to be settling down after they moved in together and bought their dog Oliver.
Both Amber and Dan have been faced with the brunt of cheating rumours, yet Amber herself has never admitted any wrongdoing.
Meeting up with Dan’s mum, Wendy, during the episode, Wendy tells Amber that both of them had done things to end the relationship.
Describing their conversation, Amber says: ‘It was interesting. It was nice to see Wendy.
‘It was a weird conversation …she said, ‘I have stood by you when Dan has done wrong in the past. It upset me that you felt you couldn’t talk to me.”
She continues: ‘We were both emotional. The whole thing does upset me. It has left me with a lot to think about. I am still unsure where our future lies.
Torn: ‘I don’t want to fully allow myself to get hurt and think I want to get back with him if he basically tells me to do one and that’s me be heartbroken again’ (pictured in a previous episode)
Is it over forever? ‘We are both to blame at different points. We are going our separate ways,’ says Dan in the upcoming episode (pictured in previous episode)
Happier times: It comes after Amber told Dan’s mum Wendy ‘If he was to get down on one knee tomorrow then I would say yeah because I love him more than anything,’ (pictured together in 2022)
‘I did sage the front room after Wendy came around to eradicate any bad vibes she may have brought…’
Meanwhile, elsewhere in the episode Dan opens up about his unbreakable bond with Amber in a heart to heart with his ex-girlfriend.
‘We have been in situations around each other that are not helping either of us. We have got ties we can’t ignore, things that keep contact there.
‘Obviously we care about each other, but so much has gone on and we have got to remember why we split up.
He continued: ‘I have been more open with you than I have with anyone in my life. We are drawn to each other naturally because there is a lot of love there but we can’t get caught up in how fun it can be.
‘I care when you are upset but I can’t ignore everything that happened. I really didn’t want it to go this way. I want to be fine around you.’
He then confessed: ‘I wish you felt like this four months ago
‘There is a lot of love there still. There are things I don’t show people but the relationship is done.
‘We are both to blame at different points. We are going our separate ways.’
In the penultimate episode viewers saw Amber admit that she ‘put herself in situations she shouldn’t have,’ which ended her romance with Dan and that she wishes she could turn back the clock.
‘If he was to get down on one knee tomorrow then I would say yeah because I love him more than anything,’ she told his mum Wendy.
The TOWIE series finale airs on Sunday at 9pm on ITVBE. Watch the entire series on ITVX.